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The Last Swansong by Kamrusepas, literature

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The Last Swansong

I've been here for far too long This is not my first swansong No more will these bruises heal I dug too deep just to feel I'll miss nothing from this world Every day more pain and hurt Enough tears to drown me in Too many demons within I'm through caring I'm through with all of this Scythe unsparing Will free me from the curse of life Did I live or just exist Why did my hand turn to fists Why did no one hear my songs Why did I never belong I'm through crying There is nothing but peace Soul undying Now let the Stream carry me home...

Shut Up And Smile by Kamrusepas, literature

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Shut Up And Smile

Foolish little girl Will you never learn You're wasting your words Were they ever even heard? Silence fills the air You're no longer there And look, no one cares Crawl back in your lonely lair Shut up and smile Shut up and smile Shut up and smile Put back up your wall Pretend to stand tall You gave it your all Now by your lonesome you fall Tears that cloud your eyes As you realize Not said but surmised: Never be you, just be nice Shut up and smile Shut up and smile Shut up and smile

The Elsewhere by Kamrusepas, literature

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The Elsewhere

One night in the misty woods Sounded an anguished sob Though a ghost before me stood I heard the heart still throb I asked "have you lost your way?" She donned a smile most sad Crawling over her, decay In sorrow she was clad "What is not lost can't be found This fight is not my own To this strange plane I am bound Forever doomed to roam" I reached out to help this child But my hand caught mere air She smiled again with glum eyes "My burden can't be shared" "I'm a dream and nothing more My soul lies far away Here upon the oceanshore I drink the waves of pain" "I absorb the suffering Of the one in the Real I lie awake and waiting For any woe she feels" I asked what she means by Real "It's where you've lived your life" She raised her face up to me And I saw my own eyes

Always Lost, Forever Blind by Kamrusepas, literature

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Always Lost, Forever Blind

What has happened to my mind I don't recognize myself Always lost, forever blind On I wander in my Hell Who brought me here? Keeps me in fear? With every tear Hope disappears... Something holds me by the hand Leads me deep into the dark In this strange and unknown land I can only clutch my heart Can I escape From this bleak fate? Find my way back Through all the black? I don't know which way to turn For every path looks the same Maybe at last I will learn Who it is that I became And come next morn My soul be torn But sound the horn A shade is born

Cry To The Stars by Kamrusepas, literature

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Cry To The Stars

I have struggled through it all Each time I rose just to fall All the lies, the cries All the tries, that died Always left to wonder why I'm the one who cannot fly I've been through it all And yes, I am mad as Hell For what I've done to myself All the pain, the hate All the rage, too late All the bruises, cuts and scars Come take my cry to the stars Yes, I'm mad as Hell I don't think you'll ever know I won't tell and I won't show All the tears, the fears All the sneers, too clear All the things that I have faced All the dreams fruitlessly chased I don't think you know

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The Asylum Opens by Kamrusepas, visual art

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The Last Midnight by Kamrusepas, literature

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The Last Midnight

When the night falls and the moon calls I start walking, you I'm stalking My beautiful queen of the night When the stars sing, of their longing I feel the same, seeing your shape Your aura a halo so bright When can I touch you? Will you reach out too? This time it is true "When the night's here, I feel the fear Insides churning, questions burning Is there no way out of this fate? When the stars cry, up in the sky I feel hunger, pray for slumber What will provide me an escape? The nights are too long I am not that strong What did I do wrong?" You are perfect, not a defect You are strong now, rise from the gr

The Cold Hour by Kamrusepas, literature

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The Cold Hour

I want to fall asleep and be gone So this wretched day can be done I want the voices to cease at last They too whisper about the past Nothing to fill the cold hour It's waiting there, to devour There are no dreams to be had this night I lay awake, await with fright The voices are still calling my name They know exactly who's to blame Nothing to fill the cold hour It's staring with eyes so dour And when the morning finally comes I wish I too could greet the sun But it's up high and I'm far below Lost where the forlorn people go Nothing to fill the cold hour And in the darkness, I cower

Bleeding Through by Kamrusepas, literature

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Bleeding Through

I'm sorry if I'm bleeding through I'm sorry if my blood stains you I'm sorry if this snake bites you too This wound runs deeper than the skin It's tearing through, somewhere within I feel your fangs in my flesh, sink in These scars Like stars A constellation on my skin This pain In vain A consternation from within But it was you who made me bleed You who planted this evil seed Out of malice or just plain old greed? This night This fight The dawn will never come This light Too bright Will be salvation for some

Dark Bride by Kamrusepas, literature

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Dark Bride

There's no heavier burden to carry Than the weight of a life unlived Never been a darker bride to marry Than the one who would waste their gifts I have but one desire That's to regain the fire And to this I aspire To again feel the pyre To let the flames climb higher There's no sadder sight to behold Than to watch the dying cinder Never a tragedy that's been so cold Than those who would do naught but hinder There's not a more lonely night to wait through Than to keep glancing at the door Never a more painful tear to kill you Than to see your dark bride once more

Evanescent by Kamrusepas, literature

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Evanescent

Only those we care about Can get under our skin Only soil that love has touched Can grow the seeds within Only what we see, we trust Weighs not what lies beneath Only when it turns to dust Then can the truth be gleaned Only when the time has passed Can we see what was ours Only when you view the past You truly see the stars Only when the reaper calls Do we remember time Only when the casket falls Do we know what's inside

A Prayer For Immortality by Kamrusepas, literature

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A Prayer For Immortality

At nights I see you walking alone Makes me wonder if you have a home Some place to go before the morning comes Somewhere to hide from the evil sun "I walk alone but yet not unseen I know you're there, I can hear you breathe I feel the blood pumping in your veins I wonder if you know the game you play" Please take me Please save me "Please don't ask To wear this mask" I see you stalking your next victim I wonder how it is you picked him I wonder how it is to feel your bite Your sharp fangs on my supple neck so white "I'm a predator, at nights I hunt You don't want to be there for the brunt Of my attack, for I am not gentle You

The Sleeper by Kamrusepas, literature

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The Sleeper

As if you know the darkness within which I dwell Can you even imagine the depths of this hell? Can you hear the demons screaming? Can you see the sleeper dreaming? Can you feel the spirit streaming? As if you know the pain inside this barren soul Can you even imagine the weight of this role? Can you hear the demons laughing? Can you see the sleeper thrashing? Can you feel the spirit lashing? Sleeper, awaken! The world's been shaken You've been mistaken For all is not yet forsaken As if you know the strength beneath these iron wings Can you even imagine the sleeping one sing?

(What A) Broken World by Kamrusepas, literature

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(What A) Broken World

What a broken doll you see before you Eyes have fallen, mouth sewn shut What a broken mind for one to wade through The wounds, bruises, scars and cuts What a broken lady behind this mask A mask too heavy and long What a broken voice that utters too fast If only you'd hear her song This doll is broken, frozen Now she is screaming, dreaming This doll is sleeping, slipping Into another world Won't somebody wake her? What a broken fist with which she has fought Bones shattered, fingers like claws What a broken truth for one to have sought Every word twisted by flaws What a broken sorrow for one to feel These emotions bound and

After The Rain by Kamrusepas, literature

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After The Rain

There was a garden, once lush and green Flowers abloom like you'd never seen As if in paradise you had been But there was a black rose with a thorn All feared her since the day she was born As all she would do was sob and mourn All would shy away and shun her home She felt even worse, being alone If only she had been free to roam One day she thought to pick up her roots She willed to be a tree, bearing fruits But she was hit by everyone's boots She cried and cried up into the air But no one could hear her silent prayer All the other plants would laugh and stare And so the small rose seemed black as oil She had been growing in filthy soil

Farewell... by Kamrusepas, literature

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Farewell...

Farewell thee, my darkened heart So long we've traveled, now we must part This is the end, from here on it's dark So farewell thee, my trusted heart Farewell thee, my blackened soul I would love to watch your wings unfold But now I must go, it's getting cold So farewell thee, my dearest soul Farewell thee, my tired shell I have led you in and out of hell All you've done for me, words cannot tell So farewell thee, my lifeless shell Final is the light I leave it all behind All my trusted faithful friends They stayed with me until the end...

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To Silence I Call by Kamrusepas, literature

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To Silence I Call

I do implore you, gods of old Shine some light on my way It is dark here and very cold For your wisdom I pray To go or stay To leave dismay? To stay or go To halt or flow? "A little girl In such a whirl? Shall we now look What her so shook?" I paint my world in sad, strong lines Exactly how I feel I do wish I could read the signs You surely have shown me This way or that Will I fall flat? That way or this I'll step amiss? "A small, lost soul On a dark stroll What can we say To ease her pain?" I have only come before you With nowhere else to turn Tell me all the things that are true How long before I burn? "What of this one What has life spun? Do we tell her What's to occur?" I do implore you, gods long lost Grant me this one last will I see your eyes covered by frost Guess they were always still

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Deviant for 20 years

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Current Residence: Gothamburg
Favourite genre of music: Metal
Favourite photographer: My mom. Seriously.
MP3 player of choice: WinAmp
Favourite cartoon character: Daria
Personal Quote: .oderint dum metuant.

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Extreme metal, industrial

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Sci-fi, supernatural horror

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Kamrusepas

Mar 30, 2021

Have like half of the groups here simply died since Eclipse / some other reason? Submissions keep expiring.

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Kamrusepas

Mar 2, 2021

Daily Deviation!

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Oh. Your. God. My work, To Silence I Call (this one: ) just received the highest honor, a Daily Deviation award :faint: I am stunned, surprised, humbled and most of all honored to have received such an award. I don't know who suggested it, but thank you anyhow :love: Here's hoping that this won't be my last :giggle: (The cover image is just because I thought it sort of fits with the song)